A long time ago, before this instant, I asked to be forgiven for saying “ blow it all up” at a moment that could be mistaken as prayer unless anyone was listening to my words before my foul mouth would reach God’s own ears. But now I’m writing “blow it all up” with no apologies because I’m only thinking about it this time and I’m afraid that I mean what I say if I keep it to myself. Who, without power, would think such a thing and who, with all the power, would listen. Get out of my head and know that there are thoughts that must be kept to oneself if only in prayer. There are thoughts that are not everyone’s problem but a few of us have problems that when shared as common can be split in two and put to an end.
…we have a problem.
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